Shedding a Tear

Today, I shed a tear for the lost of my ring. I litterly bawled my eyes out. After 1 whole day of looking for my ring and 1 full week of not seeing it....I have lost hope of its recovery in the house. I'm so bumbed by my dumb behaviors of taking it off and on. I'll never have a ring like that again...Bobby will never allow it again. I hate myself...I do!