Appointments

appointments, appointments...over and over again. tired of it. We haven't been able to sleep in b/c of them damn appointments.....
I started pumping and it's been very successful- I'm proud of myself. I just found out that my Thomas is qualified on WIC for a whole year so formula is nothing to worry about now, however, I'd like to continue pumping. The milk is so much healthier. It helps me lose weight- thus, what could be better than that? I only plan on doing it for 1 month though. Whatever I get out of that is what my baby will get. Better than nothing right?
Watched the movie, "Killers"- was a great flick. Soothed myself with a warm warm bath. Took my Lax and ready for bed. Super happy grandma is more than willing to sleep w/ Thomas through-out the night. Recovery is an itch though-

Being a Mother of 2

Goly- it's been quite some work. I forgot how much work it is when you have an infant around. Today Thomas had a doctor appointment at 10 and we were up at 8:30 and were still running late. I totally forgot about packing up the diaper bag, the formula, the stroller, etc....Bob and I were hassling just to get there on time. Oh and this morning my Emmy Whemmy woke up and said her tummy hurt. It hit me that I didn't even get the chance to feed her last night. I felt so bad. Once she realized that I didn't feed her, she started to cry and said we didn't feed her. Bad Mommy! Bad Daddy! Hehehe..it's just been hard b/c my bottom still needs to heal, I'm attending to Thomas's needs, etc.... It's hard for me to get around and Bob's busy attending to Thomas as well. So after we got back from the appointment, I made her a bowl of noodles and feed her some skin and rich w/ squash.
The room needs to be cleaned. I've requested Bobby to stay home for the rest of the week as I will need his help while I heal. Tomorrow we've got an appointment w/ WIC. Breast milk is finally starting to flow in. Thomas does get a little frustrated b/c he can't get as much milk as he does from the bottle, but I'm still proud of myself that he's getting some of my breast milk as it's the BEST and most healthy milk he could get. So far so good-
Mom and Dad are planning on coming to see baby next weekend. Their excited to see their first grandson. This weekend, we plan on baptizing Thomas. The sooner the better. I don't even want to think about work. I had a dream about work last night. Ekk.

Thomas Hwjchim Vang

ARRIVES! I had contractions starting at 3am on Saturday, Oct 23rd. I thought it may have just been another false alarm but they got more and more intense and came on a regular basis so we went in at 6:30am. Got everything going and had him at 1:08pm. He's wonderful. We're already home. Lucky enough- we didn't have to spend 2 nights at the hospital. Baby is sleeping w/ grandma tonight so B and I get to rest in. Really happy w/ my little family.

Dreams

I've dreamt of my Thomas twice already. The first one, he was already as chunky as Byder. The second dream, he was so cute and round and already fit 6months clothes.

Emmy's 1st Full Prayer-

Emmy: Dear God,
Thank you for the food. Be with me, be with Thomas, my mom and my dad. Thank you for the food. Give me food. Bless food. Amen



SO CUTE! I LOVE MY PRINCESS- OH BTW, WE GOT "PERSONALIZE YOUR OWN MUGS". SHE DECORATED HERS AND I DECORATED THOMAS'S. SUPER CUTE!

Meet Thomas

1 week waiting period-

Giving my little guy till next Wednesday to come out on his own. If he doesn't, an induction appointment is set for him to come out on the 27th. I'm really hoping he'll come out before hand. My back hurts like crazy. There's a muscle that's being pulled from my lower back to my knees and it's killing me. On the other note, I can't believe I'm only 5cms dilated.

Seeing Raines tomorrow

I wonder what's going to happen tommorrow. I'm kind of nervous- but I can't take any more of this pregnancy. My back aches, my thighs are so sore from my belly sitting on it, my knees feel weak. Fatness all over the house. I hope baby's not a 8-9 pounder!

Fall Photos

Woke Up to Cramping

this early morning. Took a shower and came back to bed. Woke up and still cramping at every 2-3 minutes but now it's lagging out to every 15 minutes. Tired of playing these games.
Whemmy sleeps like a BULL- I told her that this morning and she smiled. She attacks and comes real close. She even grinds her teeth.
Sipping on a cup of peach tea and listening to soothing music-

Friday & still no Thomas

Woke up from a bad dream to Bob snuggling next to me. It was horrible. It was so real and painful that I cried afterwards. Weirdo-me but maybe my hormones are getting to me too. Hehehe...So the dream went like this- My FIL and I were standing on high thin ladders. We were talking and I was asking him things about his workplace. After finishing up the conversation, I told him I was going back down but when I stepped down, I slipped and fell down. (it was so weird b/c i could see myself falling down) I was up really high so the fall was forever and my body splashed right into a pool full of water. I remember thinking to myself, "This is it, my life is over". Right after thinking that, I opened my eyes and I could see my FIL and Bobby screaming. Bobby jumped in after me and for some odd reason, he maneuvered his way around my body and I landed on him. Next thing I knew, I opened my eyes and I was on him. His head was bleeding all over and I was trying to stop the blood from coming. I ran to get a towel to whip his blood and KABOOM- HE WOKE ME UP IN REAL LIFE. Doesn't sound so bad but damn, in the fucken dream, it was painful to see him in that state of mind. I was so upset he jumped in after me. Anyway- it was just a dream, just a stupid dream.

Was up at 7:30am to sob my ass off and blow my nose. LOL...We were up and out of the house to get water, drive pass that home we were interested in, and do some shopping at Target. Oh and get this, cops were all over our neighbor's house. Apparently, someone broke into his house and stole everything. Weird b/c we didn't see a thing today. If anything, it was probably done late last night- Who knows.

4cm today

Yet no contractions- bored out of my mind at home. I can't really go anywhere b/c it's kind of risky to get out on my own as well. As soon as baby comes, I'm ready to start hunting. I must say, I LOVE SLEEPING IN. Nothing beats that.

2nd weekend of school for Emmy

Today wasn't as bad waking up like as weekend. She was up, happy, and ready for school. Anxious as ever. Found out her teachers names- Megan and Abby. Hehehe...The fam has been in Milwaukee for David's wedding. The house has been offly quiet w/out the rest of the family. I have no clue as to where I'm standing right now w/ the dilationg. OMG- I had a dream of going back to work at Wells Home Mortgage. It was a nightmare!

Bob's out trying to get the grill going so I can get started on Lunch. Moon is shinning offly bright today while he's out. I don't know what's up w/ that, but damn the past 2 years or so, the moon has been shining.

It's been warm the past 2 days. I'm hoping to get out and about today. Need to do more walking to help me dilate. I'm anxious but I don't think Thomas is completely ready yet to come out.

3cm Dilated

very excited. I'm thinking my boy will be here by this weekend.

VOTE EMMY!

GAP CASTING CALL-

1st day of Preschool Boost

Emmy had her first day on Saturday. The whole waking up part was hard for her...lol, in fact, it was a struggle for me to wake up. I don't blame her b/c we were at Uncles house all night. However as soon as she was dressed and ready- she was happy. She put on her backpack and was anxious. We got there about 5 mins early, got her name tag, and found her spot on the rug, took a few pictures, and kissed her goodbye. She makes my heart melt. I don't think anything makes me happier in life than my daughter.
She did well. The learned the letter T and L, played w/ play dough, and had reading time.
V's hu plig went well. Everyone left by 4-5pm. I'm glad everything was done on time and not Hmong time. The dishes were a good turnout. Next weekend is the wedding- I really want to go b/c then I'll also get to see my family but it's too risky. We'll see what the Doc says on Wednesday.
38 weeks down, 2 weeks to go! Cannot wait b/c my back is killing me daily.
Macys had a great bra sale. Buy 2, get 2 free! Got my deal, plus 20%. Awesomeness. Also got my new MAC Lipstick= amplified is the best- not too matte, not too creamy, just perfection. Debating on church later at noon. Emmy left w/ her Grandma to hit up sunday school. I just feel like lounging today....
The house is quite, the wind is cool, my mind is at peace. God is good!