Poor Husband

Requested 3 weeks ago to have tommorrow off and his lameo boss decides today that he won't let bob get the day off tommorrow when he already said 3 weeks ago that it was okay. so today, bob had to work 8am-5pm and then 9pm-5am all in 1 day capacity. He's gonna be so exhasted but I plan on driving us up to Duluth. Crossing fingers that it'll be warm tommorrow. Emmy's in bed yelling mom, mom,mom....hehe...we can't sleep well w/out daddy in bed w/ us. Oh well..night blogers!

My Hmong Girl

My Summer Sandles

Beautiful Thursday

It's beautiful out- but a bit chilly. I'm excited for duluth tommorrow. After living here for 7 years, we finally get to go see Duluth. Hehehe... Emmy is a silly girl. Her newest word is, "Yeh-ea" with w/ a deep additude.

Early Morning

Up early today. I'm starting to feel a lot better now. Glad it's Wednesday already. American Idol sucks this year. My grandma is a big fat liar but I love her inside-out. Austin thinks he's going to Hawaii...LOL...Mom and Dad just installed carpets into the house..and I wanna see. Chee and Lee broke up, I think for good this time. We all like Lee, but it's all about how Chee feels. If she doesnt love him, then she doesn't. Ger thinks I'm a bully...I was just warning her about Lepreachans this month...
If it's nice again, I'll take my Emmy for a walk in the sun again.

Boring Days

I finally finished, "For One More Day," by Mitch Albom. I'd rate it a 3/5. I'm proud that I finally finished reading a book after what, 10-15 years. Hehe...Reading isn't my thing, but I've had time so I put some of that time into this book.
My bottom left tooth is bothering me. Why is it always my luck to have toothaches everytime I'm freakin pregnant? I swear, that was the worst thing I went through being pregnant w/ Emmy. I hope it doesn't get worst. The weekend went by quick. We mostly lounged at home. I was hoping to travel across the state to be w/ my family but I wasn't feeling good and kind of chickened out. I'm hoping to visit soon. This weekend we take off for duluth. I'm excited to see how it's like up there. I have so much laundry and cleaning to do..I don't even want to think about it. I'm starting to finally feel a lot better. No more morning sickness. I get a little nauseas here and there but that's about it. My major cravings have been fruits again. I've been eatting mangos w/ pepper. It hits the spot.
This morning b/fore bob went to work, we watched Catwomen. Our computer is fixed and wormfree-thanks to Johnny as usual. We tried teaching emmy the 1st commandment, "You shall have no other Gods". She's so cute- she says, You have no God! Hehe...I'll have to send my books to the library and recheck out, "90 Minutes in Heaven." Hrmmm...I know I'm feeling pretty useless right now, but I have hopes for a better future. Maybe this future I wanted isn't what was meant for me. Maybe my future is elsewhere....I hope that after having this baby, everything will fall into place. That's all I keep waiting for. I want to have the time, money, and flexibility to travel and enjoy life more than ever b/c to me life is precious. I envy my sisters! They're single, highly educated, open, and free to life. However I can't step back, I can only keep on forward. I love my little family...and I wouldn't trade it for a thing..but I do wish I had the oppurtunity to do things like they do. Dee went to Boston and Rholde Island= my birth place. She went and found the old house where my mom, dad, and i use to live in. She found the school mom and dad went to school at. How freakin cute is that? Someday-

Chelle

So emmy was w/ me looking at the new photos you posted of Ryder. She says, "Awww, my baby is so cute." I said, yeah, he's so chubby now and emmy says, "That's why his dad is Uncle Jerry". LOL....That made me crack up! Anyway- says said, "I miss my baby. He go see the doctor". Hope your trip there was easy. See you soon.

IDA

I LOVE THE MO-PEDS! EITHER ONE IS FREAKIN HOT-

It did come out-

This pregnancy is not funny yo- i feel like i'm slowly dying...my body can't handle this anymore. First, I'm sick w/ a sinus infection for 2 months. Just as I am recovering, I'm starting up on morning sickness and diarrhea! I'm calling the clinic to schedule an appointment today. Ekk.

5:15 AM

and I'm up puking my brains out- this is the first offical time I've actually puked being pregnant. Not fun- i woke up last night from a nap around 8pm to eat some kfc chicken that Bob and I had bought earlier that day. It did not taste good for some reason so I couldn't finish it. Last night my stomach was rumbling like crazy and i was really really nauseas, gagging all night- so i'm really hungry- i had a bowl of cereal just now..crossing fingers that it doesn't come back out.

The man says no

so i guess i can't visit my family. Don't know why he's being so stricked on me. I think he's very overwhelmed w/ our current situation. I don't blame him- sometimes i feel like i'm useless in this marriage...sometimes, i feel as though he'd be much better off with another woman who can help him establish his life. i hate myself...what the hell am i gonna do with my life.

i freakin hate where i am standing right now. everything is worthless-

i love this photo of chia in chicago

Curious Christian

LOL...his head is so big but somehow he got this potty seat stuck on his head and it literly took both Uncle Bee and Uncle Mae to get this off.

Sick of debating

Should I stay or should I go..

I wanna drive over to see my family in Wisconsin. Bob's fine w/ it. If I go, I'm gonna go for a little over a week. I miss my mom and dad....and I really wanna kiss Grace. They only live 5 hours away....But i keep debating b/c i'm pregnant too. What do you guys think about traveling while pregnant?

Beautiful Sunday

I was able to get up early enough to take Emmy to Sunday School this morning. She did really good. It was so cute b/c the chairs are minatures for mini people. So cute- It was beautiful out so bob pulled out emmy's mo-ped but she fell off of it, got scared, and wouldn't get back on so Cela enjoyed some time on it since her 4wheeler was dead. Went to target and got me a pair of sandles for summer- I just remembered that I'm prego and should avoid buying shoes b/c it probably won't fit me in the next few months.

So Aunt Ling texted me about the road trip to NC to visit Aunt May. I really want to go- but Bob's not okay w/ me going b/c i'm prego. We'll see.... I still wanna visit the family as well but I don't know. I guess I hate skipping out on oppurtunites like I did w/ the one w/ my sisters and mom in Cali. I know the road trip will be fun w/ my sisters and aunts..i just don't know if i'll be able to uphold the long drive being pregnant. Flights are $400..expensive as heck...

Anyway- I"m still hoping to get a call from an employer sometime this week to the next week. I talked to cousin J and she said she'd be able to pull me in at her workplace and that their pays and trainings are really good, plus she'd get a $1000 bonus. We'll see where things go in the next month or so.

Today's sunshine was awesome...i hope for more of it! The Duluth trip should be nice. Can't wait.

Time Change

sucks. I hate going forward 1 hour. That just means I'm lazier! Spent the morning checking out Hillside East Apts. We actually like them. The price is reasonable compared to others- we'll see if we settle on that. We then took Cela and Emmy to the Children's Mueseum in St. Paul. Awesome place and would highly recommend for kids. Very educational and fun..warning- kids all over the place. We spent the evening having some Kaphong. Good as usual...then headed out to Sue's place to play w/ make-up. Put makeup on Nai, Lisang, and J. I loved Lisang's eye turnout. Nai's was also nice...Janet looked pretty w/ makeup on...hahah...Green was a little dramatic for someone who doesn't wear make-up but everyone insisted on green. Neway- back home and my two honeys are asleep...Emmy is excited for Sunday School tommorrow. So am i...i wanna hide in the corner and see all of her expressions on school. LOL...oh okay, better hit the sheets...one hour ahead and church in the morning..ekk..

I'm going home to San Francisco

Golden Gate Bridge this past summer in San Fran w/ Bob & Ida. I'd do it all over again.

Pregnant as ever

Woke up early today to take mom to see the dr...after i dranked some water- that shit was ready to come back out. I've never ever felt this way before w/ my pregnany w/ emmy. I'm thinking foreal- this is boy. This kid is gonna freakin love POP to the max cus that's all i freakin crave.....cold ass pop. I hope he won't have a weak immune system like his daddy though- neways i watched Time Travlers Wife and Baby on Board last night. Both good movies. I expected more outta the Time Travlers Wife...but whatever- i cried to both stupid movies. Anyway...I'm watching Final Destination today. I wish i had $ to get out and about but i'm broke as a joke. Don't know what I'm gonna do w/ my low life cus I can't get a job I want...I don't know what to do...all i know is that I'm pregnant and I love my Hubby and my Emmy. That's all I know. Peace Out!

Time Travlers Wife

reserved it..will we crying to it all by myself. the way i like it. mahahah.

Productive Jannie

Got up, made lunch. We had chicken/tofu soup, and fried chicken. Packed Bob lunch and got another application out to Walden University. Bob wants to me to chill and be a mommy at home until i give birth to our 2nd kid, but I can't do that. We need the extra cash and I can't sit at home any more than this. Dressed emmy up in Hmong clothes today. Her little Hmong movie has been motivating her to wear her hmong outfit. LOL...Niam Lo, Christian really wants a hmong outfit, btw. He came downstairs to beg me to put a Hmong outfit on him. LOL...It's raining out....I"m actually enjoying the weather and for some odd reason, I'm feeling a bit better today. Not tired like usual. Hope this is a start to me gettting better and over this damn sickness.

IDA: I don't know how to post a comment on your page anymore
BEDELLE: Cucumer salad? ? ? Whenever you're ready for me...
MARY: When did you guys get the RAV 4?? What year is your car? I love them and if we get a good trade in value, I hope Bob's up for one.
LISA Y: I think we might check out your apartments this weekend...how much did you say it was for the 2bedroom again. thanks!

until next time- peace out bloggers!

Boredom

woke up extra early today..had a really good sleep. no nightmares this time around. lol...Bob and I went to Toyota City to look at RAV4's...my all time dream car. I love it love it love it! I think we'll head back this weekend to see if there are any better deals for a trade in w/ our corolla. The corolla is nice on gas but overall, it's tiny and not worth the money.
I've been browsing job openings again this morning...Hennepin Tech has 4 openings for Admission Advisors and I applied so hopefully I get a phone call. I'm looking at other general work openings as well. Hmm...stressed!
Emmy has her pants on inside-out. She says that I'm a bad boy because I won't give her any more chocolate. Kekis is home today so they're spending sometime together upstairs.
So..on the pregnancy update- not much. only thing i extreamly crave for is POP. Last night, I had to have some so we went out to McDonalds. LOL...late night dinner. Okay, must be productive and do some more browsing about-

Tommorrow

is applying for jobs day again. there's some new good postings out- i don't have much hope but i continue to keep trying...hoping and praying someday- i'll get in.

ABC Tonight

My favorite Bachelor, Jason Mesnick marrys Molly on ABC tonight. I'm excited to watch it. LOL...he's so flippin hot!
So anyway the weekend went by fast. Cousin Lisa was in town so we visited her, plus they made Pho. Cousin Pang was in town as well and I really wanted to take her and her hubby to get dinner but it didn't go through. I had to visit her at the funeral home. Fucken scary as fuck. I hate it. I was super paranoid!!!! The stupid light kept flickering where we were and i kept hearing people talk where all the people were sleeping. I think one guy kept sleep talking though so let's hope it was him the whole time. I really wanted to see Pang so I encouraged myself to go there. We stayed for 1 hour or so...then went out for dinner w/ Pangia and Tony. Great catch up. But omg, i was having nightmares last night. freaking bobby put the heat up to 77 and i was hot, couldn't sleep, and scared as heck. to top that i had a dream that the jerky dara gave pang to bring to me was made out of humans. Yeah? CRAzy right.? and then I keep feeling really scared, but at the same time, i knew God was there watching me. Anyway- this is why I don't fucken go to funeral homes. Only for Pang...never again.

I take it back

Her butt crack shows here and there b/c her pants are yet a little loose. I got a 4T b/c length wise it's perfect. The top is a little loose but she'll grow into it. Damn, I've been wanting to be sooo productive this week but I got nothing done. I don't even wanna step out of this house. I just want to be wrapped in a blanket all day like a cacoon.
I wonder if Dara got my jerky for Pang...hehe...

Bills bills bills

We finally got our taxes in and this year, we devoted it all to outstanding loans/bills. It puts a relief off my back. Nothing left to spend, but it's okay...I truely just want to get rid of our bills so we have more freedom in the long run. The sun is out and the snow is melting. I'm excited for warmer days. I will probably call around today to get some appointments in to see more apartments. I hope we run across something affordable and comfortable.
Yesturday, Emmy and I spent the day w/ Bedelle and Master Ryder. Got myself a maternity t- from the Gap and a pair of Jeans for my baby girl. Her hips are thick and i have a hard time finding her cheap jeans. It seems like "The Children's Place" has the best fitting jeans on her. They're $14.50 for 1 and $22 for 2. Pricy but they fit well and look good. NO CRACKS ON HER BACK. LOL...she knows that her butt crack always shows and she didn't know how to say it so she said, I have alot of crack on my back. LOL...oh and I got her a little hmong movie w/ little girls singing. those little girls are like whoa. makeup up the alley yo! Christian said he wanted a girlfriend after seeing the video and then decided that it was crazy and took off to watch Power Rangers .LOL> too cute~!

Sacramento Beef Jerky

OMG- i want some. Thanks to Imogene for reminding me of them. LOL...I'll have to send some money to Dara very soon. Gonna request for like 5 packs. Hehe..
Master Ryder was here today to show his love. He's gettin bigger by the moment. Emmy wakes up with a wet ass butt. She wet our bed like Whoa! Now I have to change the sheets. I'm so lazy these days. This pregnancy is putting a toll on my body. Have a feeling it's gonna be a boy.
I talked to my mom the other day. She really wants me and Emmy to go spend 2 weeks with them. We'll see what happens. Still waiting on phone calls from places. If I hear nothing in the next 2-3 weeks, I'll have to take on another route with my job. Not what I want, but life will be life and I"ll have to do what I need to do to get by. I"m still hoping to move out this spring. I wanna check out Lisa's apartment. We've looked at like 3 different places and nothing has really caught our eye. I think that'll be apartments though- oh well. The sun is out and all I want to do is get out there and play. But i'm a lazy ass so i'll just stay home.

Sams Club

went to Sams today to fill the frige w/ meet. Got case of chicken, bacon, toilet paper, sausage, and cookies...chilaxing at home all day, all the freakin time.

"For One More Day"

By Mitch Albom...famous author of "The Five People You Meet In Heaven," and "Tuesdays with Morrie"

Emmy and I went to explore the library today. I've been wanting to get a new book to read and settled on a few books. I started on "For One More Day" and suprisingly, I'm tuned in on the book. It's about a guy who's life tumbles down after his mom passes away. He wasn't there to see her pass and it tore his life not seeing his mom one last time....This emotional feeling takes over his body and he becomes a drunk, very depressed, and tries to commits suicide- however survives......I guess later on in the book, he resumes life seeing his mothers spirit around...

Emmy picked up "The Magic Hill". She said it's a princess book. LOL...we read Cailou in the Castle at the Library. She didn't want to leave b/c she loved the castle. She sat in there and said, mom we're princesses. =)

6 Weeks 3 Days

I ended up having both ultrasounds done today. Wasn't as bad as I thought it'd be. Baby is due Oct 23rd. Excited.

Gerky & Austin

is coming to visit me for Spring Break. I'm excited to see them- So ger tells me that she visited Grace and she was sooo scared of Ger...she tried to eat her bottle but couldn't concentrate b/c she was so scared of Ger. Ger had to go hid behind her so that she could drink her bottle. How freakin cute. My little pumpkin is sooo cute. That reminds me so much of Emmy. Ger says she'll look at Ger and make sad faces...LOL...Emmy went through that stage too. Makes me just wanna take Grace and kiss kiss kiss her forever! Doors closed w/out her momma. LOL..Muahahaha... I HEART GRACIE FOREVER!

L'oreal Paris Studio Secrets Primer

This is new product from L'oreal's Studio Secrets Line. It's a primer for the face and is supposedly really smooth, covers wrinkles, and pores. You can wear it w/ or without foundation to the face. I'm excited about his product and honestly would like to try it. If yall get to it before me, do a review for me.

Ultrasound

is tommorrow morning. Everyone keeps telling me that it's gonna probably be a transvaginal ultrasound...BETTER NOT BE!!!. I hate undressing b/c it's soooo embrassing. They did tell me to have a full bladder so i'm expecting an abdominal ultrasound. Anyway- i'll get a more accurate reading and am excited about it.

French Manicure

I got a stupid Sally Hansen kit to do a french manicure on myself and it's so ugly- Looks fake as ever...taking it off.