Shedding a Tear

Today, I shed a tear for the lost of my ring. I litterly bawled my eyes out. After 1 whole day of looking for my ring and 1 full week of not seeing it....I have lost hope of its recovery in the house. I'm so bumbed by my dumb behaviors of taking it off and on. I'll never have a ring like that again...Bobby will never allow it again. I hate myself...I do!

Can't find my Diamond Ring

I'm sooooo fricken upset at myself. I have no clue where my ring is. That rock fricken cost me the amount of a fricken car and I cannot find it. The last time I rememeber it was when I was out last Saturday for Sea's bday...then after that- i have no recollection of where the heck it went. I looked all over the room- no luck. Sighs* Johnny said he saw it recently- but can't remember where. I have hope there it's here in the house somewhere b/c when I go out, I don't take my ring off...I'm just crossing my fingers that Christian didn't throw it away. Damn! Lord let me find my ring...please!

I'M ON TO ROUND 2

HOPING AND PRAYING I GET THE POSITION- TOMMORROW, ROUND 2 BEGINS. YIPEE! If I get it, I'll be the happiest person on earth. Hehe..I'm tired of being at home, bored, and broke. I'm ready to get out there, earning money, getting to know new people, and getting my life on track. If it all falls together- we're hoping (or should I say I'm hoping) to move out before the end of the year. Save up for a year and buy our own home.

I HAVE 1 REQUEST: Please Pray for Me. Thank You!

M to the O to the A

Bobby, Emmy, and I spent the evening at "Mall America" as Emmy says. Bob got some new clothes, Emmy got 2 cute cheap as shoes from Baby Gap, and a Baby Gap pants that fit very well. Me, a pair of $2 flip flops at Old Navy, and a headband. Nothing much. Emmy really wanted to go downstairs to see what Underwater Adventures was all about so we took her. It was not worth the money but the booger had fun. Here are some photos from the evening. Enjoy.

Farmville Freak

I've officially become addicted to farmville. Maybe I should really give up the city life for the country life. SIKE.

Working it off

We hit up the gym again tonight. My hips are and legs are really sore for some reason. I think this busy weekend did it- Anyhow, I wasn't able to workout as long as usual but as long as I was there doing something, i think i'm okay. We're heading to Green Bay/Two Rivers this weekend. Ger Ber's daughter is getting married and Bobby and I have to show up b/c Uncle Ber helped Bobby's side alot when we got married. Not excited for the road trip but excited to see my family.
Montreal Courts Apartments are amazingly cheap, new and up to date, and very very roomy. The rooms have walk in closets, the bathroom is huge, and the living room is also very big. If we sign a 12 month lease, we also get a free 32inch flat screen lcd tv for free. So f'ing tempting! Only thing is that it's off 35e in Little Canada. I'm totally up for it if Bob's up for it.

Emmy's Out

Anna & Cheng's Family Photoshoot

Her Uncle David dropped by and decided to take Emmy to hang out with him today. It was a nice relief on me because I was able to work on Anna's photos, work on my resume, and look around for jobs. I also gotta clean up the room before that girl gets home. I wish my sisters were around cus for sure, I'd have more time to myself. Check out some of the photos I took.

Weekend Madness

Had myself a busy weekend. Saturday was more of a tiring/exhasting day however; Sunday was great. The photoshoot with Anna, Cheng, and the twins went great! The weather was a great turnout for great photos. I also went to Jess's babyshower and had a great time with all the TCF girls. She decided for a suprise baby so we didn't know the sex of baby so she didn't get much clothes. In fact, everything was kinda just toys b/c they're pretty unisex. Anyhow, I'm home now and Emmy is being a trouble maker. Bob and I were trying to take a nap but busy body wouldn't allow us so now i'm up updating this and ready to edit Anna's photos.

Emmy Sleep Walks

This girl is crazy. She took a nap and woke up to walk around like a zombie crying and trying to give no-one something in her hand. LOL>
The other night she was sleeptalking as well...she was kicking and crying and said, "No I don't want to clean up". Hehehe..Bob and I laughed!
Her dad slept talk when he was young too...he woke, walked around the house, and said, "Rice Cake Peanut Man". LOL..I have myself 2 crazy sleep talker/walkers.

Thanks Bill

Went in to see my career services advisor today. I'm really glad I did b/c he gave me some good ideas on job searches. I'm confident that God has something planned for me soon. I'm excited for my busy weekend. Muah!

Pu-pu-pussy control

Have you ever heard of that song? LOL. Pu-pu-pussy control!

Target

I'm crossing my fingers! I'm applying for a Team Assistant position at Target. I'm taking a deep breath in and out...hoping I get a call for an interview.

It's 11:00 o'clock on the top drop

That was when i woke up today. Lazy fat ass is me. So I went to work out last night. Tina got a membership to Anytime Fitness and I tagged along. I gained all the weight I lost w/ Chee and on my own back! This time, I'm determined. I will lose and keep it off! Let's hope. Hhehe.. I did burn 300 calories. I did 40 mins of hard work on the treadmill to lose that- but if you really think about it, i only burnt off like 2 cups of the sherbert ice cream i ate.

I believe that one of these days, my body will glow and everyone, including zebra-mouse, will look at me and say, "Damn she looks fine". .....and KABUM...i wake up from my dream to the same old shit.

A New Day

I woke up very late today. I had dreams beyond dreams. Emmy was sleeptalking like crazy last night. I'm done w/ this job search. I'm open to other fields of interest now. Wish me luck. I need to remember to put my trust in God. He has a path for me...it's just not the time yet.

With Chelle

Today I was Chelle's Husband for the day. Went from BP, to MG, from MG back to BP, BP to Chelle's palace and back to BP. Thanks Chelle for treating me to lunch and dinner! We'll have to do more late dinners once your palace is done.

While I was out and about w/ Chelle, Husband and My Emmy were out fishing. She caught her 1st fish today. Guess where she hooked it? In the eye. LOL. I wished I was there to see her catch her first fish. Chelle's right, I need to get my cam out and record her more often. I missing out on all the good stuff.

Anyway- we did some late shopping at Walmart b/c i was craving Sherbert Ice Cream. The best ever! I love it. Btw, Bobby's tackle box is starting to look like my make-up box. Hehehe.

Lonely

I'm feeling off-le down. I have no life, no job, no money, no nothing. I need to remember God most in these circumstances. *Sighs*

Relaxed

I took a nap today before we went out to Susan/Beck's place. Had potluck. Bob and I brought ribs- didn't turn out as good as usual. I just grubbed on the papaya salad. Sippin on wine really relaxed me.

Bob and I had an acutal serious talk about what to do in our next chapter of life. We decided that it's about time to move out. Buying a home is out of our budget so I think we'll have to settle for an apartment for now. Once I get a job, we're out and that's the end of it. Till then, Bob and I will try and save a bit to buy a house.

Emmy is talking more than ever. I love her. I have a short ass temper and I hit her sometimes. I feel so bad-She's a bad girl though. When I ask her polietly to do something or stop doing something bad, she tests me to the point where I start yelling at her and have to disapline her. Regardless, I love her so much. She really is what she says she is...my best friend.

Mom's home!

She's been out in Fresno for a whole week. I missed her cooking for me. Heheh.. I know, I'm such a spoiled and bad nyab. But since she's been out, I been had to get my ass up early as heck to put the kids on the bus and cook for bob and my fil. Enough for the year yo. Hehe..

So 2night, Bob and I are camping in the backyard. K-I'm out. Muah!

Thank God it's Friday

All week, I had to put the kiddies on the bus. I hate having to get up. It's probably my biggest pet peeve. But anyway, I'm a fatass and I need to lose weight. When I have money, bob and i are hitting up the gym. Oh so get this. You know those stupid Scwanhs trucks that come around w/ food. We'll bobby bought 3 things from them and it came up to $30. He always wastes a lot of money on stupid stuff. Urg..

OMG, I'm so F'ing tired

But I have a date with my Niam Yo, Chele tonight. I must make it up to her since I spent all weekend with Ida, my Niam Hlab!

I need Chee to massage me

Chia's mad at me. I said a few things to her and now she probably wants to kill me. Maybe my mouth is too big.

Bob and I are heading back to Two Rivers October 9th b/c he wants to salmon fish. I'm excited b/c I'm hoping us sisters can hit up Chicago that weekend. Dee, tell me what you think.

I need some more time away from all these crazy kids..

So I'm stuck sitting the kids for the rest of the week until mom comes home. Boy- do they give me a headache. It's nice and quite when it's just the 2 little ones but as soon as Cela got home, my head started spinning b/c the two girls were fighting constantly. I swear, my ears were ready to bleed. I want to get away for at least 1 week w/out the screams, crys, etc...

Neway, heres a photo of Bob and I at Dara's Wedding. Enjoy.

California

Sacramento & San Francisco was awesome. I had a great time with my dad's side of the family. Seeing Niam Hlob without Hlob was hard. The last time I visited, he was there and the home felt warm and complete. It's just sad b/c Niam Hlob & Grandma are both sick and they take care of each other. Grandma looks great for her age. Toyer says that she's like 98 years old. Dara's wedding was beautiful and she was definately GLOWING. I didn't get to spend much time with her and Misee but I'm just glad I made it. I got to see Nou May, Pang, and Yer as well. It was good to see everyone.
San Fransicso was beautiful. The driving was not as bad as my mom made it seem...or maybe we just lucked out b/c it was labor day weekend. We went through the Golden Gate Bridge, hit up China town (btw, it was huge), took a bus down to Japan town, and then hit up Pier 39. We made a stop back at the bridge and spent some time walking on there and just glazzing at the city lights by the Bay Bridge.
Though the vaca was short, it was defintely worth the money and my time.

State Fair, Day 3

Yes I know, I'm a state fair Freakazoid...but the food there keeps calling me back. LOL> no actually we went today b/c Bobby and Emmy haven't gone yet. We had so much fun together. No stress, no arguements, no na-da. Just a simple fun day. We played games, went to the barn yard, and snacked on food.

Camping in the backyard tonight

So bob's got the tent up and we're gonna sleep in there tonight. I'm excited. Heheh...Here's a photo of us girls at State Fair, Day 2. I know..you're thinking again? Yes, you're right. We're hitting up the state fair one more time..but this time it's with my girl and Bob. It's so much fun and the fricken cheese curds are the bomb diggity.

In too deep

I think I love too easily, care too much, and touch too deeply. People come and people go...and when they go, a part of me goes with them making me feel incomplete. As one goes, the world continues to go round. No one's waiting, no one cares, no one knows. If you pause, you get left behind.....so with this said, I take a deep breath in and let it out and I go on with life. I will miss you Aki!

Headache?

When the fuck will I have my own place? Soon, you'll find me flipping burggers at Mcdonalds-

Lazy Ass

That's what I am today. Have yet to shower...have yet to pack for Dara's wedding. I just want to sleep all day..and of course watch "More to Love"