Stuffy Nose

It was incredibly cold yesturday! We had our vent downstairs open to the max w/ heat coming in and it was still cold as ever. I now have a stuffy ass nose. I feel like I sick so often this winter...Ekkk..So I have a few apartments in line to call and check out. Maybe this Saturday we'll check them out. Bobby and I thought about it and thought that maybe buying a house wasn't right for us and maybe that's why my position at Regency didn't go well. I must say I feel so much more comfortable seeking an apartment first. Once it warms up, we're hoping to get out. With Emmy, there's barely any room to breath in our room. Hehe...If we can afford it, I'd love to have a 2 bedroom apt. and make her sleep in her own room.

Oh and get this, Bobby told me last night that he's ready for another baby, in particular, a boy. We talked about vacationing in Flordia this Spring but decided that we'll wait for another 2 years cus by them Emmy will be 5 and if we have a baby, he/she will be 1 or 2. Ling and Aunt Ling are planning on going to Hawaii in May and asked us to come along....I WISH, but i know it will not come true. LOL...

Oh and I turn the BIG 26 two weeks...and Valentines around the corner, I''m kinda waiting for Bobby to suprise me with a small weekend get-away. LOL...hahaha he sucks at it, but I kinda have faith that this year, he'll have a suprise for me. He usually fails at suprising me though. Muahaha...we'll just have to see. Later Bloggers!

Bearpaw Boots

After looking around for Emu's w/ no luck, I've decided to settle down w/ BearPaw Boots. I am loving them. They're warm, super soft, sheepskin/wool lining, and fit my calves. I sprayed them about 3 times yesturday before wearing them out in the cold. Loving them! Oh and they were only $59.95. The Emu's I wanted were $89 so I saved some money.

Jiberish

Spent most of my day at chelle's house lounging around w/ my cousins...Got to see Nou after 7 years. Ida and Za has request MOA and West Photo so we'll see if they're still up for it tommorrow. It's about what 1:03am, my body is aching, my head is numb, and my eyes are tired. Wearing out now...Was up for the past couple of hours looking online for job postings. I found a few that interests me. Will be working on resumes and sending them out tommorrow. Hmm..good night bloogers! Peace out-

I quit

I called in @ midnight last night and quit. At the moment, I'm thinking...damn..what did I just do, but at the time, It felt incredibly good to do it. How can I learn when my partner does not want to help me? Oh well, I want to have this pass by like it was nothing...otherwise i'll regret it forever.

Another day...

i cried today..wahahaha..i'm a crybaby.. not sure if i'm going into work tommorrow..thinking about calling it quits. i hate it! i'm doing something that is totally not what i thought it would be.

Schizo!

It was not as overwhelming at work as i thought it'd be - but still....i hate being new. i hate it, hate it, hate it. I wish i could fast forward my life to 3 months from now. All this new stuff has got me thinking if this is really for me. I'm so glad God is really lifting his pressure off my chest. I love him for that!

Regency Holiday Party

WAS A GREAT TURN-OUT. I enjoyed so much I stayed till 10pm. I told myself i was gonna come home at 8pm, but no- i was there playing blackjack w/ mai, marsha, and josh (our black jack dealer) I won 8 tickets, but got no prize. LOL....The dinner was yummy and I got to socialize and meet a lot of the campus managers. I'm excited to see where God takes me on this journey with this wonderful company.

Tommorrow is Emmy's 3rd Bday...she's been waiting on this forever and it's finally here...I'll post photos soon. Goodnight bloggers!

Brain Storage Overload

First week at Regency has been overwhelming. Alot of information to remember. I so can't wait for 5 months to fly by b/c by then i'll know all the procedures and policies. Alot of challenges but I'm all for it...WHY? B/C my God is with me and with him, I FEAR NOTHING.
This weekend Bob and I will be seeing a WF Home Mortgage Consultant to see how much we are approved for on a home. I'm excited but really scared about the whole "buying a house" thing. I don't know...i'm a lazy ass. I don't want to work full time. I really enjoy working on a part time status....
I can't believe my emmy will be 3 this year...CRazy..

Major Long Weekend

The girls were here...had a great time with them. In btwn, was there to help Chelle during labor. Gettin ready for the week to come at Regency..Excited as ever!

Call my room a living zoo

I've been working early morning shifts, getting home super tired, hungry, with migraines. I havent had the time to do any laundry or clean so the room looks hidious. I'm so glad I have tommorrow off b/c i get to sleep in and take care of some chores.

Man...my appetite has been up the ass lately. I've been eatting so much-it's not even funny. So much to the start of a new year huh? I hate myself for this. I must concentrate on this. MUST!

So I've been calling Bobby at 11am to prep me lunch since i work so close by and he hates it. Today I called and he refused to make me lunch...fagot claims he just woke up and there was nothing to cook. So I grabbed Wendys. I'll have to pick up some groceries on Friday so I have food for lunch. Next week ends my employment at Wells. I'm excited as ever about Regency.

Its been a while since I last picked up my SLR to shoot. I kinda miss it...maybe this Spring I'll pull it back out. Let's shoot models...hehe...oh btw, I just found out Susans have a baby girl. I'm so excited for her! A girl version of Collin. Hehehe...Okay...that's all for now.

Disaster Nap

Goly- i was soo freakin tired today. I got home, ate, and took a nap and omg, Emmy woke me up like 4 times crying about stupid fights she got into upstairs w/ her brothers and sisters. I more day of waking up at 6am and i'll be set to sleep in for 2 days. Regency called me today and confirmed that the background check came back and was good. I'm on board and will start training in about a week. I'm excited. My life will finally be put together. Yipee!

I did it

Gave in my notice. Wasn't half as bad as i thought i'd be...funny thing is that my boss is still out sick- so i told my leads and we called my managers boss. He seemed a little disapointed b/c he hired me on, but what i can say, I'm doing what's best for me.

Damn, it's freakin cold today. Oh the girls will be here next week Thursday (my last day of work at Wells, btw). I'm excited..oh and the following weekend, my baby girl turns 3 years old. I cannot believe it! It seem as though she was just born the other day- guess not...As she turns 3, I get older. Urg...

So guess what- Season Premiere- "The Bachelor" is on tonight! Ready to cry again. LOL> except Jake isn't so hot...the girls are pretty but why Jake...only b/c he thrown on a scene with Jillian. Kekek...goodnight now!

Weak Ass

Is exactly what I am at the moment. I so nervous to give my 2weeks notice. Either way, It must be done tommorrow, with or without my manager there.